I feel like I'm by myself! Why do people expect that I should be back to "normal?" Is there a normal after cancer?
My family thinks that I should be able to get back in to the swing of things, especially my husband. One person understands me but heaven forbid that I can hang out with him and people not think that something is up! So, he pushes me away because of it! I just wish that he would listen to me!!!!!
I long for "normal" but I fear that my mind will never let me be "normal" again.