I've only been doing chemo for two months and I'm already giving up and don't want to try anymore. I'm losing hope the more bad news we hear. I'm starting to doubt my ability to actually fight this. My Cancer and tumor growth just keep getting worse and worse. And my happiness is getting less and less. I don't want to fight anymore and I've only been doing this for two months. Some people do it for a year and keep going strong. Clearly I'm not as strong as I thought.