Does anyone else who is in remission have a difficult time thinking of the future? I am six years post diagnosis and have taken every proactive measure I can but yet I find myself driving this car in circles and cancer is the passenger that can't give me directions. I just feel as though the future I thought I was to have was completely eradicated by this disease and I am afraid to think beyond today. I am not saying this is a completely bad way to walk through life. I wake up everyday and choose to make it a good day but I get a lot of grief from peers and coworkers for not wanting to buy a home, or marry any time soon. I can't explain to them that perspective is something I have gained and what I hold important in my heart may not be what they do. Sorry, needed to vent a bit!