Hey everyone. My name's Ellise and last month I was diagnosed with diffuse large B-cell non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. Even though I know this form of cancer is highly treatable, sometimes when I feel optimistic I get a little nervous because if treatment doesn't end up working or something goes wrong, I don't want to feel the same kind of trauma I've already felt from being diagnosed. I guess sometimes I hinder my own optimism. Has anyone else had a similar experience?