dont know where else to go...

Six years ago my only girlfriend broke up with me after my first cancer recovery. at one point she said its not fair of me to date anyone because im sick. ive been on chemo consistently for about six years. i had another girlfriend and then she left me after 14 months and an engagement because i wanted to hold off until i was a little bit better, so basically because of the cancer...

i really feel like i should just give up at this point...ive gotten to the point of saying no one wants to be with a fat guy who has cancer...