So my cancer came back after two years of being clean. It was first in brain but now its in three places in my spine. Ihad one tumor removed. Im sad to say the least. I thought i was going back to a normal life but instead i have to be strong enough to cope with cancer. I can't cry because im the strong one keeping my parents positive, but all i want to do is have a nice long ugly cry (maybe even scream). Im scared, thats all i can say.