As a high school senior I feel like fitting in is such a big part of my life. But recently I realized the girl who has two parents with cancer is naturally gonna stick out. I hid the fact that I had two sick parents from my peers for a long time, but then the secret got out and now I'm looked at as an outcast. People are scared to step on my toes or even discuss a debatable topic with me. I just want life to go back to normal, I don't like this new normal of chemotherapy and hospital visits. I just want this all to end and get on with my life.
They say "God sends his toughest warriors to fight his toughest battles," but I feel like I am unable to handle all of this. Between high school, college next year, cancer; how much more can I take at once? I feel like I have changed too much from this and I want my old life back, now all I have to think about is germs and medications.