So in the next couple of weeks I have a endometrial biopsy and a colonoscopy scheduled. I've had both before and both are scary. For a colonoscopy its required that you have someone with you, so its not so bad. At least someone is required to be there. With an endometrial biopsy they don't require anyone and so I will be alone in the room. And it will hurt. And it pretty much just sucks being alone in a room with two people holding you down and horrible things. And then what if the outcome isn't good? What if my biopsies aren't treatable this time? They lied to my dad, why wouldn't they lie to me? I have so many questions and my fears are well.... they're just bad! I just can't be optomistic. I guess I'm just scared this time.