hey so i had a brain tumor, medullablastoma, and i had to have surgey to remove the tumor, a drain out of the back of my head and chemo and radiation. the initial surgery left a scar prolly 6" long down the middle of my head and onto my neck as well as a huge hole in the back of my skull where the drain was. so not only do i have these two ugly scars that cause hairloss, but from the radiation and chemo, i lost my hair and basically the cell in my skin were zapped in certain targeted areas so i have no hair growing there. i just graduated senior year of high school and have delt with this friek hair problem since i can remember, in 6th grade id have to go to school wearing dozens of bobby pins and barrets and this year i would sometime stay home from school becaus my hairloss "looked" apparent. its really mor detailed than that but basically my hair splits from the top of my head and down the middle like a big curtain exposing my entire bald and scarred skull underneath. i get sooooooooo pissed at this and i have no f*&^%$# clue wat to do about it??? anyone have absolutely one ounce of advice they can give me??? im 18 and im going off to college in agust and a new state new people new places and i know i survived and im healthy but im really mad that i have to look at it this way and not "fit in" with other people who have long thick beautiful hair??????? any advice at all???