I avoided my homework so much that I landed in summer school. I just have one assignment left and I cannot seem to do it.
My psychologist thinks that I am avoiding it because I need to deal with my emotions of being sick first.
I have been very productive in every other aspect of my life except this homework assignment. But now the stress of everything is taking its toll. I am sleeping, eating, and working out very erratically. I also think that I am isolating myself so that I dont have to admit that I am not dealing with this very well.
I dont know what else to do... I really want to finish this assignment. I know I can do it. I am stalling as I type this... I keep stalling. I have the assignment sitting in front of me and I cannot bring myself to even read it.
So frustrated now. I feel like I need to run. Literally, run away. They talk about fight or flight. So I am trying to sit here frustrated long enough to actually start the damn thing without running away or working out or cleaning or eating or distracting myself in any other way. It is very uncomfortable. And now, thanx to tendonitis my arm hurts from typing and my leg hurts from sitting. I just want to scream.