Well let's just start as to why I am frustrated. Today I was asked by my grandfather to get some milk and eggs from the store very easy task didn't mind it at all in fact jumped up to do it at the time. He told me that I shouldn't go then unless we need anything else just wait a little while. Well I started working on a research paper for school wasn't paying attention to the time and forgot about it I know I have it made where I live he doesn't charge me rent he feeds me I just do what he asks of me and I don't mind it at all. Truth is that I forget alot of things, I have as long as I can remember going back to treatment but not ever before that, even my mom said that after treatment I would just seem to lose things in my head, and I am frustrated with myself it is not even anyone else's fault. I am over 7 years out of treatment and transplant yet I still have problems focusing, remembering as well as other simple things in that nature. My family always jokes about "Chemo Brain" and I would half jokingly to never really believing it. Idk what I should do it is not like I don't challenge my mind brain games iq test just nothing seems to help with the retention. Guess I am starting to wonder if "Chemo Brain" is something legit and if it possibly could be still affecting me even so far out of treatment.
Well now that I blew off some steam back to trying to write my paper.