I have had a boyfriend for almost 3years, and this has been the hardest thing we have had to go through. Were young, Im 20 almost 21 and hes 26. he was so good to me in the hospital, but now that im home he thinks that this is all over, that im cured and i should be normal. I try to explain to him that it will never be what it used to be, this shit kinda changes who you are, and what your goals are. But he doesnt understand, and its hurting our relationship horribly. Being intimate isnt the easiest thing either, and most likely im infertile which isnt easy either. I dont want to break up but how the hell do you explain that things are different, he just wants it to go back to before i was sick, and i feel bad.