I'm not sure if this is the right place for this but I was a caregiver. My husband had a very rare form of cancer called SNUC: sinonasal undifferentiated carcinoma. He was diagnosed in January 2012 but had symptoms since November 2011. He died at the age of 28 on April 13, 2012. Neither one of us had any time to get used to this cancer world, let alone a young adult cancer world. So now I'm a 30 year old widowed mother. I have no idea what to do, it's so very isolating. I don't want to freak anyone out, I know this is a caregiver's group but I don't really have anyone else my age that can understand what I went through and what I'm still going through. Any advice or support would be much appreciated.